There was a day when my whole world turned upside down
And the clouds one by one fell to the ground.
Pouring tears and broken hearts to the floor.
Forever hoping, but never getting more.
I have never told anyone my story.
Although it is not that long,
The years have been left in their glory,
And I still have not been found.
There have been those times when the rain has porn down
And I have been covered by the drops.
The feelings washing over me were to powerful
And I thought they would never stop.
It was a different time back then,
One in which I thought I had friends.
I really wish I knew what I know now.
Then my life would not be like it is.
I had thought that I had friends.
I had no reason to think it was just pretend.
But now I know and I wish I didn't.
Looking down on the hollowed ground,
My body covered in dirt.
I really wish I had known back then.
Maybe then I would not have been so hurt.
It hurt so bad I went flying into the night,
Never knowing which way to go.
I suddenly stopped unexpectedly and that was my mistake.
In that instant I was suspended in time.
Then everything was all over.
And I was looking at myself in the ground.