Your words make
me crumble inside
my will destroyed
and I don't remember
you force the fake
image out of hiding
the real me destroyed
and completely dismembered
You change my mind
without me knowing
I don't resent you
until I'm by myself
You make me find
more flaws showing
and problems, too
you think I need help
I know you do
so don't try to lie
because I know your game
more than you do yourself
I think I scare you
with my pass-by
my suicide brain
contemplates on its shelf
It's only put away
for the sake of you
skittish and disgusted
of my scars and endings
just pretend I'm okay
though it's not the truth
the command center's rusted
I can't keep pretending