i would love to just
say goodbye
to all these fucking
shattered dreams
but they're like tape
they stick to me
and suffocating
not letting me breathe
i would kill to just
let it all go
to not care what you
think you know
about who i am
and what lengths i go to
merely an attempt at
forgetting you
i would steal for
just one chance
to be myself with
no sideways glance
i would give my soul to
bleed my memories away
as much as i could with
your critical eyes
they catch the smallest
colorless scars that
i've tried my best to
heal and hide
for you i would fly
a thousand times
willingly slip the edge
and fabricate the lie
i'll go quietly
not a word against you
because you made me find
a way to die