The sun goes down.

My favorite part of the day.

A smile grows on my face.

Nothing can get in my way.

Alone in the house.

I don't hear a sound.

I make my way to the bedroom.

No one is around.

I've been waiting for this all day.

I've been craving it- needing it.

I grab the blade, and it stabs me.

I don't mind one bit.

Going into the bathroom, I smile.

Finally- the moment I've been waiting for.

I put the blade to my arm, pushing in.

I lean my head against the door.

Pushing in deeper, pulling it across.

The line of blood comes. The beautiful crimson red.

I do it again and again, I have no regrets.

It feels like the blood has drained from my head.

Feeling ready to pass out,

I sadly put the blade away.

I'll pick it up again tomorrow.

This was just for today.