The sun goes down.
My favorite part of the day.
A smile grows on my face.
Nothing can get in my way.
Alone in the house.
I don't hear a sound.
I make my way to the bedroom.
No one is around.
I've been waiting for this all day.
I've been craving it- needing it.
I grab the blade, and it stabs me.
I don't mind one bit.
Going into the bathroom, I smile.
Finally- the moment I've been waiting for.
I put the blade to my arm, pushing in.
I lean my head against the door.
Pushing in deeper, pulling it across.
The line of blood comes. The beautiful crimson red.
I do it again and again, I have no regrets.
It feels like the blood has drained from my head.
Feeling ready to pass out,
I sadly put the blade away.
I'll pick it up again tomorrow.
This was just for today.