i hate my pulse, telling me i'm
livinglivingliving, no, please
i'm tired
let me take a great big nap
never wake up
a million soporifics down my throat
never wake up
never want to wake up
just let me dream of you for a while
let me live in a world i can actually
make sense of,
that i can
stand,
a world where maybe i can be yours and
you can be mine,
simply.