I tried so hard to fit in, to fill the empty gaps with laughter and smiles so that my memories won't be so dull when I look back again, into the past. But right here I stand, with my cold feet together in a blank space; a light shines upon me and no others were there. I started to wonder why I was still alone. Was it because I didn't try hard enough, that my efforts weren't big, or that no matter how hard I try, everything would just fall apart eventually?