this was an experiment for me. there are a couple different ways to read it. originally, the second part was in a column next to eh first, starting one line above the first column. since that doesn't translate well to fp, you can read it normally. it's basically a conversation between a voice in my head and me.

3.23.12

no.

shh.

no, stop.

you can't

do this.

you are not

allowed

to trust them.

quiet!

you know

what happens

when you trust people.

you can't

trust anyone.

silence!

don't speak!

you don't know

anything.

you have no idea

what you're doing.

shut up!

stop protesting!

you were told

to shut the fuck

up!

fine.

go die.

i always do.

failure.

********

i think i-

but i-

what?

i don't want to.

watch me

trust them

i am

allowed

to trust them.

no!

i remember

how nice it was

to trust people.

trust is

good.

beneficial.

you're just

imaginary.

you don't exist.

i need

to do this.

i can't not trust

anyone.

you're a voice!

you don't

exist!

fine.

you win.

i will.