this was an experiment for me. there are a couple different ways to read it. originally, the second part was in a column next to eh first, starting one line above the first column. since that doesn't translate well to fp, you can read it normally. it's basically a conversation between a voice in my head and me.
3.23.12
no.
shh.
no, stop.
you can't
do this.
you are not
allowed
to trust them.
quiet!
you know
what happens
when you trust people.
you can't
trust anyone.
silence!
don't speak!
you don't know
anything.
you have no idea
what you're doing.
shut up!
stop protesting!
you were told
to shut the fuck
up!
fine.
go die.
i always do.
failure.
********i think i-
but i-
what?
i don't want to.
watch me
trust them
i am
allowed
to trust them.
no!
i remember
how nice it was
to trust people.
trust is
good.
beneficial.
you're just
imaginary.
you don't exist.
i need
to do this.
i can't not trust
anyone.
you're a voice!
you don't
exist!
fine.
you win.
i will.