Some friendships are happy; others are toxic.
As I lay on my bed, thinking about all the things you said,
Sometimes I think I'd be better off being dead,
The vile words you spoke, the insults thrown
Why can't you just leave me the fuck alone?
Sometimes I feel I gotta let it all out,
Throw my head back and scream and shout
Let the world feel the pain I feel,
Keeping it hidden within ain't keeping it real
Sometimes I wish I could repeat the past,
Then I'd know how to beat you
For all the times that you beat me down,
Made me feel like I was just a clown,
I feel angry enough to give Satan a deal,
As my sanity begins to peel,
Angry enough to give Satan a deal...
This hate! That I feel! Isn't going away! (you better back the fuck off if you know what's good for you)
This fury! That I feel! Isn't fading away! (you better run for cover if you know what's good for you!)
FURY RISES WITHIN.
As I close my eyes, to try and sleep at night
Your putrid face flashes before me and gives me a fright,
Taunting me, mocking me, taking my life
Your words cut through me like a knife,
You and your friends always came around,
Thinking it funny to push me into the ground
Jeering as I struggle to find the strength to stand,
This I swear is the last straw, I'm taking action before this gets out of hand
Just a song about a friendship gone sour. Toxic friendships, we've all been there. Reviews much appreciated!