Sleepless Night

Who am I, what am I to you?

I am not sure what to do.

Look at the mirror I'm not sure what I see.

Just someone crying such pathetic misery.

How lonely can I be with people around me?

But no one sees that I'm really unhappy.

The only comfort I know cuts my skin deep.

Mixing blood with tears as I try to sleep.

Everyone I know just seems to move on without me.

Believing the lies I say just so they can leave.

I'm just a burden to abandon and be left alone.

Deserted in despair nowhere seems to be home.

How lonely can I be with people around me?

But no one sees my eyes red from misery.

The only comfort I know cuts my heart deep.

Knowing my lies causes restless sleep.