A/N: Written by myself, but... not by Ray. In character. Original character I'm working on.

"Shattered Simplicity," by Alexey Ubezhishche

No.

No.

No.

No!

NYET.

This...

This doesn't happen!

I don't feel!

But why,

Oh, why,

Is my heart

No longer in my chest?

No longer beating?

Shattered,

Ripped to shreds...

You.

You bastard.

This was to be

Simple!

You were to be

SIMPLE!

I can't...

My heart...

I am emotionless.

I am stone.

I am solid.

Strong.

Impenetrable.

Why can't I move?

Why do I lie

Immobile,

Paralysed?

Broken.

You...

What happened?

Lust.

Sex.

That's all it was to be.

Simple.

I could work with that.

Lie to you,

Lead you on,

As I always do.

But...

You fell,

Dragged me down,

You fucking

SELFISH

BASTARD.

Sex is easy.

Love is hard.

Why can't you allow me

One simplicity?

Your heart was only one supposed to

Shatter.

Why can't I find all pieces of mine?