Everyone tells me that life it short.
No one understands, so i retort,
It's the longest thing i'll ever do.
i am living my life, why don't you?
They say that Daddy is watching them.
Some think He is watching all us men.
Sorry, but i think He blinked today,
There was something i wanted to say.
but i don't think Daddy could hear me.
No one was responding to my plea.
i almost did something ugly, Daddy.
i did it without regret, gladly.
No one else could help, they didn't know.
i tried so hard not to let it show.
Daddy, i just want you to be here,
Hold me tight and chase away the fear.
And I need to know more than ever
Am I doomed in solace forever?
Daddy, i try so hard to believe.
It seems You're just one big fantasy.
Or maybe i'm too little for You.
Just a small speck of dirt on Your shoe.
As You blink my life passes me by.
i am trying so hard not to cry.
Daddy, i hope You don't make me wait.
Because tomorrow could be too late.