okay, so I haven't really been doing much in the way of poetry of late, but I just ran out of will power. That's what normally get's me through my days. Days filled with homophobia, prejudice, hated, disgust all aimed towards me. And of course, for a thirteen year old, that might seem a lot. But that's what I'm used to, and I keep a shield around my mind, to hold back the darkness. But my shield is finally cracking, after two years, and I don't think I'll manage much longer.

Enjoy these while they last.

They treat me like a demon

Sent to kill their souls

Treat me as a Satan

Come with evils old

I am not of life, it burns my shadowy touch


am not of darkness, alluring and full of sinful lust.

I am in the shadows, neutral for all my life

I will never stay here

I will flee for my life