I hate myself

I am worthless

Pathetic

Ugly

Why do I live?

That is a question

I ask myself

Everyday

Every hour

Every moment

I don't know why

I live

I exist

I don't know why

I feel this way

I just know

That I do

That I am

I wan to die

But I am a coward

I cannot do it

I cannot

Bring the blade down

Swallow the pills

Step off of the chair

Maybe

Someday

I can

Do it

I hate myself

I want

So badly

For oblivion

To not

Live with myself

Anymore

At all

Good bye