A/N Hey guys! Yeah, I've been posting a lot of poetry lately, I don't really know why, to be honest... Anyways, I hope you like it!

Love

Every day

I feel like you

drift farther

away from me.

Or is it me

who's drifting?

I don't know.

But I can't

bother you

anymore with my

"silly" questions. You'll

just laugh at me,

make fun of me...

hurt me. I don't know what

to do. I want to tell

you

I

love

you.

But I can't.

You're you,

and

I'm me.

Besides, who ever

heard of a high

school relationship

lasting through college?

And don't even

get me started

about regular relationships.

The divorce

rate is 50%! How

can people say that

they love each other,

then split up. Love just

creates more

problems than

solving them,

don't you think?

I know that you don't

like me. But sometimes,

I can't help but hope that

every time you don't tell me

a reason is

because

it involves me.

Yet every time,

it's not me.

It never will be.

Why didn't I just

become emotionless?

Because

of you, I

developed more

feelings,

more emotions.

I don't want to

feel this way.

If only I could

end it!

But I can't.

I can't disappoint

you that way.

I had a

dream last night.

And I was jealous

of a gay couple.

They had such love

for each other. They

protected

each other. Why

couldn't I be

like that with

you? You'd

never

approve. You

just

wouldn't.