Diary of a Cutter

Cutter, cutter, cookie cutter

Red lines, pink lines, brown lines

Shining silver, shining red

Deeper, longer, longer, deeper

Good pain, bad pain, silent pain, real pain

Shame and relief, beautiful, ugly

Puckered scars, smooth scars

Sweeter than candy, better than alcohol

Addicting as smoke,

Colder than December snow

Darker and darkest secret

A plague upon your skin

The red like roses

Scars so deep

Deeper than you know

In plain sight, not visible

Help me, hold me

Ignore me, see me

Alone in the sea

With no company