Disclaimer: I do not own the song Adams Song, Blink 182 does, I would also like to say that this song is one of their best ever made

Disclaimer: I do not own the song Adams Song, Blink 182 does, I would also like to say that this song is one of their best ever made.

"I am depressed again so you people must suffer through my grim tales. Enjoy!"-Trah

As I gaze out my window, I see many kids running around and playing happily in the street and in their front yards. I wish I could still feel happiness, feel the joy of seeing the sun and not caring at all what other people thought about me or what mattered in life. I wish I could still be the boy I used to be. A boy who would run around with his friends, being someone who actually cared about his life, but here I am, all alone wishing that my life was over.

I never thought I'd die alone

I laughed the loudest who'd have known

I traced the cord back to the wall

No wonder it was never plugged in at all

I took my time, I hurried up

The choice was mine I didn't think enough

I'm too depressed to go on

You'll be sorry when I'm gone

My parents don't give a fuck about me, if I killed myself they would break down. But for what? They don't care now, but I would still be cried over and they would be sad for a long time. Maybe I should leave a note when I'm done with the knife, just to know they were what led me to this…

I never conquered, rarely came

16 just held such better days

Days when I still felt alive

We couldn't wait to get outside

The world was wide, too late to try

Why should I try to get over this depression when nobody cares about me? I used to have days where I felt as if I could fly or do anything in the world. Those days rarely come now and I feel hopeless and lost all the time. Nobody understands where I am coming from, yet they act like they do and try and help. Not knowing that it only makes my feelings worse.

The tour was over, I'd survived

I couldn't wait till I got home

To pass the time in my room alone

All I do now is sit on my computer all day and talk with my supposed friends online, little do they know what I go through every time someone makes a joke about suicide and what I consider doing to myself. I want to stop living in fear and to finally be free from this curse people call "depression".

I never thought I'd die alone

Another six months I'll be unknown

I will be unknown, no longer will people judge me or will I care about what they think of me. All my troubles will be gone, whether god will accept me or not into heaven, or if I will have to go to hell. It beats living here, and living in fear. I just wish I could get better…

Give all my things to all my friends

You'll never step foot in my room again

You'll close it off, board it up

Remember the time that I spilled the cup

Of apple juice in the hall

Please tell mom this is not her fault

I take a knife to my wrist, I begin to cut and my life flashes before my eyes, I realize all the people that have impacted me in this life, all the people who care about me and who love me. I drop the knife and it hit's the floor. Maybe I can be better, I can't do this, for the sake of the people I love and care about me…

I never conquered, rarely came

16 just held such better days

Days when I still felt alive

We couldn't wait to get outside

The world was wide, too late to try

The tour was over, I'd survived

I couldn't wait till I got home

To pass the time in my room alone

Yet still, I know that I won't try to conquer my fears and my depression, I will only sit in my room pondering the meaning of life, why we are here, and sit on my computer playing games and wishing I was dead. But I stop myself from killing myself, knowing that people care…

I never conquered, rarely came

But tommorrow holds such better days

Days when I can still feel alive

When I can't wait to get outside

The world is wide, the time goes by

The tour is over, I've survived

I can't wait till I get home

To pass the time in my room alone