you said you'll be my savior,
but baby, im already dead.
the people i love(d) could—
—not change me,
and my hearts already on the edge.
baby, i hope you realize
God already did.
that im not worth it, the pain
and struggles that you would endure,
is just the beginning,
and im already at my end.
just stay where you are, and do
not try and pick me up,
because there will be nothing left to hold.

5/16/12