SONNET ONE

CRUSH

How is it that whenever you're in sight;
I go numb, into a trance for a while?
I'm sent soaring high, like a bird in flight
Every time you give me your lovely smile.

But I am not permitted to feel this
No matter how strong my feelings remain.
Somebody, please save me from this abyss
I swore I would not, but I can't refrain

I watch you, but try my best to subdue
But I still wish that you would notice me
Yet if you knew this, I would hide too.
You're a boy, so you won't know and I'm freeā€¦

Is it still unclear? Or has it seeped through?
That I hate you, for making me love you.