My Night Routine:
Jump in bed,
Lie awake and think of the girl I wish I could wed
I attempt to close my eyes for just one night
Trying to sleep without thinking of her being mine
I find myself bored so I ask questions to entertain
Why do I love her when I know she'll never feel the same?
She's stuck on that boy; has been since the day he came
He's smart and everything she needs
But still I wonder why that guy can't be me
How many times will she kiss his picture tonight?
How long will she hold it to her heart so tight?
Can I count on fingers how many times she'll mouth his name?
How many wishes will she make on a star
Hoping her love weren't so far?
I start to feel sick so I push those negative thoughts away
Wishing my love weren't so far away