I have a secret.

A big fat secret,

and its eating

away at my


I'm being eaten

alive from

the inside.

I want to tell

someone, anyone,


But I'm scared.

If I do, then

it will confirm


opinion that I'm

such a whore.

I don't want that,

but I need to.

Tell someone,

I mean.

I can't keep

letting this happen. But

I'm too weak to

try to stop it.

If I do

stop him,

then who will

love me?