I love him

I love him so much

More than words

He loves me

More than he can express, he says,

But just by saying that it echos volumes

But I have a disease

It is called

A Maytr Complex

I think I know

That he would be better off without me

It could be

But my ending would bring nothing but pain

To us both

But the same part

That houses the Maytr Complex

Also is home to the

Lover of Pain affliction

I feel I deserve pain

And I enjoy it

Because I feel it is justified

Love of Pain

And

Maytr Complex

Fits me

Stubborness is in my soul

The backbone of it

As much as people try

They cannot change the fact

I will not let them

That I have

Love of Pain

And

Maytr Complex

I deserve them

Nothing else