Hi this is a message for Claire I don't know if I can deliver this very well but um here it goes I can't understand the compatibility of the brat and the junky because this new year has changed my whole mentality and I'm afraid to ask how many times was it your wandering mind that wished I wasn't there in that rocking chair and on the walk in the silent woods trying to decide how many pills to take lying here on the floor feeling kind of tossed a little displaced the directions say take all three handfuls and be careful not to spare six weeks later I'll awake to find I have the whole rest of my life to live but I'm not certain I wish I could die tomorrow I don't know if you want what this is but I can smell the weed on your breath anyway I was wondering if you would like to sit and watch the sun rise tomorrow

You were more than just the girl of my dreams and arose a poet the weed queen and the sweet fiend your speakings deciphered and depicted with an under-finished mural no longer is it a you and me situation

understand what I'm really saying( or are you even listening) understand what I'm really saying (or are you even listening) understand what I'm really saying (or are you even listening) are you even listening

If I could make you feel we'd sit against the wall what are you thinking baby you're my all I want to know it all with no surprises so when you call out my name you don't get silence

She's a low lying hipster roamer baby's a rebel sweet indecision gets ya shows ya the new level crazy persuasive it's enough to make me want to taste it figure out what makes it tick so I can say fuck it and break it.

Your curiosity killed the brat and the weed helps me build back all of the toxins dripped injected from the trap that she fucked showered and knocked my ass out like that left me dreaming when I was out okay wait whats her scheme schizophrenic attachment keep her distant when she leaves and close with the heat of passion she's bedroom savvy she'd snap your back just for fun turn the speed up shes loud when it comes

then outa nowhere shes says lets go there should I go now or can I stay a while she says "I don't care" instantly my pants are off and I'm a wreck get with me baby where's your bed lets get

shes the kind of girl that doesn't want no relationship but damn shes kinda cool but damn I can't stand her shit the basis for sex took quite a while as a puppy I chased my tail caught it shes my idol now never shoulda thought like that cause now that I think about it and look back I'll never forget the way she laughed when I asked her if I would ever see her on her back.

b-b-b-but the first time we kissed was mistaken the civil runaround style but a lie an exaggeration whats your name again sorry oh here take my digits please call me

I was a fool like that to let her get like that never had a date that made my heart race like that and I was dead like that with that she left with a "love you" but before you leave let me kiss that diamond on your belly

she was like that didn't see her for weeks no call and when she see me no attempt to speak so like the good man I set the example "baby how ya been?" an hour later we're out the door laughing and holding hands I could turn on the charm right to get your pants off tonight no play it safe I'll see you around have a good night that's it some conversation heart playin after the party I'm out the moment she throws that body at me I'm stressed I'm stressed I'm stressed I'm so confused she doesn't seem the type to want me but maybe you are realistically I don't know you that well but if you asked me I'd follow you to hell and back can I tell ya that (tell ya that)

are you even listening... are you even listening...are you even listening... hey are you even listening

If I could make you feel we'd sit against the wall what are you thinking baby you're my all I want to know it all with no surprises so when you call out my name you don't get silence