Anticipations disease.

are you
are you
coming?

on this late night
walk to my doom.
but I don t know that,
Yet.

down your dark lit street,
through the field
of shadows.
here,
here,
you are coming

brought in by my teasing.
did I intend to fallow through?
you think I do.
here you come.
for me.

fear swarming in my guts
fear swimming in my veins
shaking,
with anticipations disease.

waiting,
waiting,
for you.

"I m here"
calls the voice
from behind the yard,
"come out,"
come out,
to me.

remove the blockade
pull me through,
the gate.
to come,
to you.

cold
icy
wind.
your hands
warm,
your eyes
Dark

with the disease.
anticipations disease.
fatally wounded,
on the night
of our dying light.