A/N: My first story on FictionPress. I want to see if you guys can figure out the uniqueness of all the story itself. I just hope the story flows properly...
You've always been my mentor, my role-model, my best friend, and my everything. Even though we don't speak now, I will be forever grateful for everything that you've done for me during the past few years. You were always someone I looked up to and admired from afar. I never got the chance to tell you how much you mean to me. You still mean a lot and I just want a chance to tell you that.
I know that I don't show it, but I love you. You are my first friend and the only person I could run up to whenever I had any problems. I've always been shy and anti-social towards the rest of the world but I've always turned to you for help. I may not be the most considerate person, but I really appreciate you standing up for me and being there when nobody else was. Even back in our younger days, we were as close as two people can get-people mistook us as siblings. However, I know that I consider you a bit more than just a sister.
I've done a lot of things to you in the past that I regret such as yelling at you whenever it wasn't necessary; the list goes on, but I'll just leave it at that. However, you've been nothing but good to me. I haven't noticed it since I haven't seen you in such a long time and as much as I don't want to admit it to myself-or anybody-but I really don't want you out of my life. I miss you. I know that you've acted like we were enemies, but you were always my friend. You were always so kind and considerate even in the strangest ways possible. Despite everything that I've done, you've never been mean to me... not once.
I remember my childhood days with you-I thought you were the most amazing person I've ever met. We were the bestest of friends and got along quite well. However, that was when we were young and innocent. Now, I find myself criticizing you quite often in my head for the stupid things you've done or secretly missing the innocent days that I've spent with you. We had many things in common and everything was just so simple then. Now, I feel something strange every time I'm near you and I'm scared. I'm scared because this is not something I'm used to and I don't know if you feel the same way that I do. You're you... and you always had a way of standing out in my mind.
You're so easy to talk to and I can laugh with ease whenever I'm with you. You always make me smile and laugh even in the times where I least expect you to. We have our moments and yet we're able to pick ourselves up. I've treated you quite brutally but you've always helped me no matter what. You were able to make me laugh whenever I cried and cry whenever I laughed. I miss pranking each other and the things I felt whenever I was around you. I'm quite certain that there's nobody else in the world that could ever replace you. You are truly one of a kind.
I never hated you... in fact, I only secretly hated you so people wouldn't suspect my feelings for you. I know you better than anybody else and yet, you never considered me as anybody other than someone that hates you. I don't hate you... I really don't.
We only started off hating each other and trying to ruin each other's lives, and yet, we were able to pick ourselves up and find some amusement in everything. I think that's how we became friends. Through the mist of all the trickery and hatred, we became friends because of something we shared... something that we both loved to do.
I love you to pieces, my dear. Sometimes, I consider you more than just a friend, but you always make me question these feelings for you because you start to do something jerkish and downright mean. I don't like this endless roller coaster of craziness and frustration but this is the kind of life I have to live because of you. Nothing good ever comes without a price, and I guess this is the price I have to pay to be alongside you... as your best friend... and maybe something more.
I've grown up believing that there was no such thing as a perfect person or a happy ending, but you make me believe. You make me want to believe that happy endings are possible. I know that nobody's perfect, but you certainly are. You're beautiful, sweet, charming, wonderful, and did I mention beautiful? I cannot imagine anyone who is as perfect as you are; you have a wonderful personality and an upbeat charm. I cannot imagine my life without you... ever.
It doesn't matter what you've done or how badly you've hurt me in the past, you'll always have a place in my heart-no matter what. Despite everything, you're always on my mind and I will always love you. You're still you and as long as you're still you, I will forever love you. There's possibly nothing in the world that will make my feelings for you will change. There is absolutely no one else in the world that can replace you. You are completely yourself, and that's what I love about you the most.
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