It makes no sense

It makes no sense

But

I feel so overwhelmed

And

So alone.

Overwhelmed with life

Parents, school work, revision

General pressure

But alone.

I'm alone with my thoughts and feelings

Pain, shame, regret

Not knowing, uncertainty, forgetfulness

Uselessness, stupid! PATHETIC!

Self-hate for self-harm

Self-hate for suicidal thoughts

Self-hate for uselessness

So stupid

And so pathetic

It makes no sense at all…