I can feel you leaving me
and all I can do is cry.
I'm so worried that you'll go too far
and you'll die.

I tried to help,
but in the process, I lost a friend.
And it's sad, because I promised
I would be here until the end.

What you do to yourself
really isn't right.
I know you hate me,
and I'm sorry we had to fight.

I know I'm a hypocrite,
but this is about you, not me.
I know you wish I could just let you
be who you want to be.

But I can't just sit here
knowing you bleed.
I promised that if you had waited,
you would have been freed.

But I guess my promises
are just empty lies.
You don't want me
to hear your cries.

I wanted to help,
I wanted you to be okay.
And I did promise
I would be here the whole way.

But I guess I lied,
this is how you want it to be.
You want to live your life
without me.

Maybe one day
if you close your eyes,
you'll be cut free,
and be in paradise.

But I won't be there,
no, I'll be long gone.
This is how you wanted it, remember
even if it is wrong.

I can feel you leaving me,
and all I can do is cry.
I'm so worried that you'll go too far,
and that you'll die.

I want to be here for you,
I want to be yours.
But you don't want that,
no, you're shutting all the doors.

All of the times I said I loved you,
all the times I said I care,
I guess you forgot those.
This isn't fair.

I feel like I need to tell someone,
someone who knows what to do.
Someone who can help...
you.

I'm sitting here,
crying.
I want you to know that I'm
trying.

It isn't easy
to do what I do.
It isn't easy
trying to stop you.

But I try,
I try so hard.
But I just know
that soon, I'll be signing an"I'm sorry for your loss" card.

Because you're kicking me out,
you don't want me here.
You've made it
quite clear.

I have a few last words
I need to say.
Alyssa, I'm sorry
that we're going our own way.

I hope you'll be okay
and that you'll learn to live.
I hope you'll someday see
all that life has to give.

I can feel you leaving me,
and all I can do is cry.
I'm so worried that you'll go too far,
and that you'll die.

I'm sorry.