On The Edge

I'm sitting here all alone

Wondering how I got into this mess

Staring into the space

I am pretty clueless

Every night is the same

Always ends up in an ache

Why can't I cover it all?

And shove all the pain away

I know what I should be doing

But something pulls me backwards

Is it me or my mind?

I gotta get through this

No more silent tears,

Sleepless night or clouded mind

That's all I want

To make it all clear

None of this was in my list

Telling endless lies,

Disguising myself, with a fa├žade

And I hate this all

Change is what I need

If I want to get things

Back right on track

Like it was before