chapter 1 What's wrong?

Its been one years since Edward and I got married. On our honeymoon Edward chicken out and we never made love. Its not that he chicken out its just that when he was about to take me I chicken out and we both said stop. After that we never really tried. Maybe its because that night I hurt Edward's ego. I tried to bring it up. But when ever I did it just make him depress. I even tried doing it even if I weren't ready. Putting on a poker face. But Edward scean right

through it. And was anger at me for trying to lose my virginity without thing about how I was going to feel in the morning. So now every morning I wake up Edwards not there. But he is there when I go to sleep. I moved over in my bed to see if today he change his mind. No uses. I was alone as any other morning. I got up and put on a robe and walked out the room to the hallway. He was standing by the kitchen door frame. "how was your sleep?" Edward asked. I walked over to him. Put my arms around his waist giving him a hug and laying my head on his chess. "but it

would be better if I woke up and you were there." I said, trying to hint to him that I miss him there when I wake up. He pushed me away a little looking away and started to walk back in to the kitchen. Maybe he does it because he needs space? But all he's been getting is space and I hardly see him anymore. He's always hunting or helping Carlisle at the hospital. Its like he cant look at me without hurting. "Edward tell me what's wrong, I miss you why are you so down all the time." I said. I don't want us to end up like my parents but we don't talk and i'm getting worried. I could

see his eyes close. He looked at me, "nothing love I've just been a little busy, that's all." he said and walked out to the living room. I followed him. "Edward being a little busy and having no time to come home is …" I trailed off. "I don't want us to be like Charlie and Renee. Please lets try to talk. Lets go on a vacation." he looked so sad. Like he's been in a sad mood for a long time. I let him think about it for a while. But while he was thinking I look to the living room to see Alice and Angela sitting on our couch. Angela is a new member of the family. She came into our family in the

ending of winter. She was 15 when Carlisle changed her because she had gotten in to a car accident and was bleeding to death when Edward found her. her parents were dead by time Edward found them. That day she woke up from her sleep state as a vampire she was normal. No attacking, no fighting, and no craziness. She just woke up like nobodies business. Every body though it was weird. But I though it was nice she had her own little power but then we started to notice that she had a driftnet power. It was like Jasper's but the only thing she can do was make you completely

happy. Like if you never had a worry in the world. So I started to call her 'bundle of sunshine' she loved it. She head long black her and gold eyes she was pretty. A long but round face with little lips and big eyes. And was about 5'4. She never really talked the first mouth she was here. It was yes or no answers but it was mostly because she didn't have anything to say because she didn't remember anything from when she was human. So Carlisle did research and found out the she had a dad named Anthony Rivera and a mother named Jeanette Page. They lived in Brooklyn NY. But was

going to la push to see a cousin. "Edward why don't to take Bella to see some family of your?" family? Edward had family alive? but how? Its properly a hundred years all of Edwards family should have died already. "family? How do you have family alive?" I asked Edward. He looked at me. "well remember when I told you about how my mother asked Carlisle to save me, like she knew about vampires? Well she did … because my mother's two brothers were vampires but a driftnet bred of vampires." he said. This was a shocker Edward had family the whole time. "oh Edward

that's great have you meet them yet?" I said and ran up to him and hugged him feeling happy. "yes I did but only once they live in Italy. There names are Stephen and Damon Salvatore {sorry if I don't know how to spell there name} and Stephen haves a wife named Elena." she was young and human when I seen her. But I don't know if she changed or if Stephen still haven't changed her yet. I seen them a year before you Love came into my life. I'll call

them to see if they want company." he said grabbing phone and walking into the other room. "what wrong?" Alice asked. But I didn't feel like telling her about how Edwards been acting cause in all reality I kind of wanted to deal with this on my own. I know her intentions would be meant for good but I was a grown married woman! I don't need help with every thing. "okay love they said yes we can go. Do you want to leave as soon as possible?" Edward asked. as

he walked in the room. "oh yes that would be great! Angela? Alice? Can you guys help me pack. I kind a want to leave tomorrow night!" I said. Angela was the first one up and then Alice we walked over to the big closet Alice made before we moved in to the cabin. We picked out close and packed them. " Alice I knew you can see the future but I need to speak to Bella alone for a second?" Angela asked Alice. "oh, yeah sure!" Alice said and walked out the room. "Bella I know this met be a big favor but when Edward said Italy it gave me some of my memory back and I remember a

little girl named Angelii about 5 years old. Well she's my cousin and her mother lives there. I know there's nothing to worry about but can you see if she's okay I would love to see how my family is doing and maybe I can see them." Angela said, looking down at her feet. "focused Angela I'll see if I see a little girl named Angelii." I said and grabbed Angela in to a hug. "thank you Bella.", "no problem!" and walked in to the living room to tell Alice were done packing.

this is my first twilight story and i wanted to know if i did Bella okay because i try to keep her thoughts to a limit because I'm worried that I'm making her too over bored on bugging Edward. please review thank you