Heart pressed painfully against my chest,
Lungs choked by butterflies,
Bubbles slicing my stomach.
Tears of acid burning my cheeks,
A smile stretching my mouth till it bleeds,
Giggles scraping my throat raw.
Fingers fidgeting till they crack and break,
Foot shaking till gravity rips it off,
Painful swallows tearing my insides.
This is desire.
This is happiness.
This is my destruction.