So Long Mother
It's hard to understand how many lies you've told
Yet I still tend to believe that they are true
All the dark secrets that you seem to hold
My heart and soul, they cut straight through
Do you not have a heart that beats within?
That should help separate wrong form right.
I wish to share this with you, but where to begin?
How about when you started leaving my life.
You left me to fend in this desolate world
Walking away un-scathed and un-affected
In your wake love gets twisted and gnarled
You walked out of my life completely un-detected
And so my heart aches, wanting to be accepted
My eyes blood shot with tears flowing free
You give me that look, I've been rejected
With all the hate and pain that you never see
You revel in the fact that you need not care
That my soul cries out for the love you hold back
Every child-hood memory, left scarred and bare
The guidance I dearly needed, I severely lack
Now you have pushed me away as far as I can be
I'll leave you alone with your treacherous soul
Smile and lie through your teeth with glee
You've lost your son, but your heart stayed whole