There is something I owe him

It's a small something

Just an answer

To a question that only he would ask

I have that answer

But I lost him

And now he weighs on my heart

Like a glass marble attached to

A bee's body

He disappeared so long ago

That I almost forgot about him

Until the world reminded me

And I lost him again

Goddess how I miss him

Goddess how I need him

To appear before and listen

To the answer I have

One word that could change my life

It's a lie that you only live once

But that doesn't mean you should waste your time

I won't be wasting it with him: