i drove my car into the ocean
smiled as it launched
off of the crags and rocks.
and the air, it seems so far away
but it feels alright.
it feels like bleach on your tongue
and sweet everythings
whispered maliciously in your ear.
it feels just like love;
suffocating, intoxicating
detrimentally wonderful.

it feels just like drowning
without the weight
of water in your lungs.