Suicide

Surrounded by pain
I can't see the light
How could this happen?

What else could I do?
I felt so alone
Depression cloaked me
I couldn't return from that zone.

Why did she have to go?
I tried to help her,
I tried to make her laugh
But she left in a blur.

I wish I could turn back time
Go back and explain
Say what I missed the first time
Maybe then it won't be in vain

No one understood –
There nothing else I could do:
The hurt was too much;
It wouldn't hurt them, I knew,
I was blinded by the pain.

I don't understand
There were other ways to deal
It's never too much
This much pain, I thought I'd never feel
Their eyes just reflect sorrow

Surrounded by pain
I can't see the light
How could this happen?

It was the only answer
At least it's over, all over
I never could find it,
That lucky four leaf clover

I feel nothing but an ache,
Didn't she know we love her?
I wish there was a re-take
Suicide is never the answer.

I wish I can turn back time
Go back and explain
Say what I missed the first time
Maybe then it won't be in vain

They couldn't help me
So I turned it off,
I just wanted to flee
Time didn't heal the wounds
So just forget me

Surrounded by pain
I can't see the light
How could this happen?

We could've helped
We could have saved her
I wish she was here
Will time heal these wounds?
I'll always remember you...

I wish I could turn back time
Go back and explain
Say what I missed the first time
Maybe then it won't be in vain.