Mommy once warned me
to make one good friend.
A friend to love,
to be there until the end.

Apparently when I chose you,
it was a mistake.
All of my trust
you had to take.

Every single word
you said was a lie.
When I found this out,
I could only cry.

All of your promises, everything,
right down the drain.
From hating you?
I can't refrain.

I'll always love you, Mariah.
Huh. Yeah right.
What about all those times I cried for you
in sheer fright?

I'm just sitting here, looking at it.
I'm sure that was true.
You know,
I think I'm done with you.

At first, things were great.
But then your friend "died".
I felt so sorry for you,
but, you lied.

I know what withdrawals are like.
Oh, yeah? I don't think you do.
I think you would hate yourself
if you really knew.

You can't ignore me forever.
Well I can sure as hell try.
Every time I look at you
I suddenly want to cry.

I did it with a knife this time.
That's what made me crack.
I think that you in my life
is something I can happily lack.

We'll be okay, Mariah. I won't hurt you.
You won't hurt me? Too late.
I honestly think you're
becoming someone I hate.

I'm stopping this time. I mean it.
But there was nothing to stop.
You never held a blade,
never had anything to drop.

I'll love you no matter what.
Well that's going to be a one sided deal.
You left so many wounds
that need to heal.

She was my best friend, and now she's gone, Mariah.
And I actually believed you. How sad.
You really were everything
I ever had.

You're not fat.
I suppose that was a lie, too.
I'll never trust anything
if it comes from you.

You'll be mine forever. I'll never leave you.
It's a good thing I didn't say the same.
I'm hurting so bad, and this time,
you're the one to blame.

I love you.
Love is too strong of a word.
You didn't have to lie to me, honey.
You still would have been heard.

You're beautiful.
Yeah. And you're a liar.
You took our friendship
and lit it on fire.

She's not coming back. I miss her.
Ha. There was no one to miss.
Is lying to me
how you find your bliss?

Hahaha. I'm silly. I'm a wee bit high.
Oh, really? On what, your lies?
If only you were here
to hear my pained cries.

I bled until I passed out.
Mhmm. Yeah. That one's true.
I honestly will never
be able to trust you.

I cut too deep this time.
You did. You left a giant gash in my heart.
You fooled me, made me believe you cared,
and you took my heart and tore it apart.

I'm too fat.
So you stopped eating?
Oh, right. I'm sure.
Lemme guess, your heart stopped beating?

I'll always, always, always, be here for you.
And I'm glad that was you, not me.
You friendship came
with a huge fee.

It cost me my strength,
my hope, and my trust.
Leaving you to fight this yourself
is a must.

Mommy once warned me
to make one good friend.
A friend to love,
to be there until the end.

Apparently when I chose you,
it was a mistake.
All of my trust
you had to take.