Can you feel it?
Can you hear it?
It's my heart
The organ that keeps me alive
Though sometimes I wonder
Does how I feel affect it?
When I'm sad does it slow down?
When I'm happy does it speed up?
Does it skip a beat when I'm surprised?
It does, doesn't it?
So that means if I want to die
My heart will just stop, right
If I want it enough
I will stop living
So why does my heart still beat?
I know my feelings are true
Should I take it as some kind of sign?
I feel my heart beat slow as I'm sad
But it never stops
It steadily beats
Does this mean I like the pain of life?
That can't be true, right?
Because I just want it to end
I want my heart to stop beating
I want to cry myself to death
Why must I endure this torture?
It hurts so much
The burning in my heart never lets up
But it still beats
Maybe it just goes to show that hearts are love
They love you so much they refuse to let go
Even when you want nothing more than to fall
A poem about depression and wanting to give up. Hope someone likes it.