A Look Inside A Mind

I am ugly

I am fake

I fail at life

I fail at death

I love the world

Yet want to burn it down

I love the sun

Yet hate yellow

I have so much pride

Yet so little self-esteem

I underestimate my talents

Yet gloat at my trophies

I can't swim very fast

Yet am one of the best on the team

I hate my hair

Yet wish for no other

Are you know so certain

In thinking I'm not

Bipolar?