I miss the beginning of it all,

Those messages and here and there a random phone call,

I miss the way he'd hold my hand,

Smile at me and make me feel like I was stuck in quicksand,

I miss his laugh and his funny jokes,

I even miss our random pokes,

I miss his soft hair and his thousand watt smile,

Why can't I go back in time for a little while,

I miss his hushed voice just speaking to me,

It sucks that many of these things are just a memory.