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It's so frustrating,
I haven't seen you today
Perhaps a few glances, but that's it.
And I don't know why or how,
you have this power over me.
You seem to bring out the worst in me.
Without you here, I'm angry and moody
and I say I hate everything
but really, I just miss you.
And it's making me act so crazy
I feel like I'm dying
Why must you torture me like this?

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And the worst part is,
you don't know any of this.
I won't tell you.
Not now. Not ever.
You don't need this,
you don't need another problem.

All this pain you put me through
and I still don't regret meeting you
I never will

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Laugh at this if you will;
it's still true

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Am I invisible to you?
Do I even exist?
I wish I did,
and at the same time
I pray everything would remain the same

I hate all this
but I don't hate you
I never did
and I probably never will

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I have nothing else to write
but I still feel like I haven't even started

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