June 24, 2012
My name is Jessica Bell. I have a somewhat happy life with all the usual problems of being a teenager. So I'm not that different from other chicks my age (18). and just so you know, any pervert hoping to read this thinking that I have no respect for myself and that I'll give out personal Information has got another thing coming. So perverts, just leave.
I guess I could call myself a happy person. I have a lot of issues in my life, but don't we all? Some have depression, some may even be schizophrenic. I'm not schizophrenic but I know that I do suffer from depression. I'm willing to face my problems head on and I'm extremely pessimistic. I can't help it, it is pretty genetic but I try to change myself for the better everyday. Sometimes life is easy, and sometimes it makes you want to scream.
I'm sure a lot of you are asking, "Why are you writing a diary for all to see?" Well one, is because I'm extremely bored all the time, and two, it's part of human nature to want to be nosy, and I have a lot of issues with people getting into my business. So, what the hell? I'll let people in. They can even talk crap about me, I really don't care. All I truly want from life is the people I know, happy together. I just simply want peace. A place where people don't lie to each other. No crime, no hate. All love. Not in a creepy way, but just trust and honesty. And don't worry, I know better. That doesn't really exist in the world. It's rare to find honesty.
This concludes my first entry.
Sincerely, Jess Bell