I've lost myself, I've lost it all
Forgotten who I am
Who I was no longer lives
For happiness was a sham.

I've lost myself, I've lost it all
I do not walk, but run
Running from my past, I hope,
Will make everything undone.

I've lost myself, I've lost it all
It's on the other side
That the grass is always greener
With no attempt to hide

I've lost myself, I've lost it all
And now it's hard to breathe
The blackness is encasing
My throat; I cannot leave

I've lost myself, I've lost it all
It once came so naturally
They want me to be someone
Who I am not actually

I've lost myself, I've lost it all
I want to be my own
Want to live my life and free;
It's too late to have shown.

I've lost myself, I've lost it all
Everything that I once loved
Slips through the cracks of my fingers
Now rain is falling up.

I've lost myself, I've lost it all
There is no way to mend
The world gleams in a different hue
How could this have happened?

I've lost myself, I've lost it all
It's time to set things right
But I'm afraid to touch the flame
Lest it set my skin alight.

I've lost myself, I've lost it all
My mind and body split
Two of us lie facing each other
Like twins, but so different

I've lost myself, I've lost it all
Who is that other girl?
I don't believe she was ever me
And lived in a happy world.

I've lost myself, I've lost it all
I cannot even cry
Emotions are avoiding me
They won't come when I try.

I've lost myself, I've lost it all
My mind feels like it's numb
Nothing seems to make it better
When my heart's a constant drum.

I've lost myself, I've lost it all
I don't know what to do
If this agony someday subsides,
I'll just have to pull through.

I've lost myself, I've lost it all
Will things ever be the same?
My lack of concentration
Puts me at such a shame.

I've lost myself, I've lost it all
And it just keeps on spinning
If life is part of one big game,
I'm not the one who's winning.