Do you know this feeling of despair?

A feeling you can hardly fight, a feeling that is carving its way into your insides.

It's like a white light that is exploding into your head, consuming you, blinding you.

And all you can do is fall; fall in this chasm of white dazzling light.

Till you wake up. Wake up into pitch darkness that threatens to eat you up.

Right through your eyes into your core.

And all you wish for is this white light to blind you again before this darkness swallows you entirely with no chance of escape.