Stupid Brain

My emotions are difficult
Very recently have they began
To give me a lot of trouble
Over things I wish I could ban
From my mind
I wish I could control it
But usually I find
I rely on it
But now these feelings
Come from my heart
I'm not used to its say
I treat it like it's tart
But recently I've come
To realize something strange
I want to follow my heart
But my mind is leading the range
Why is my heart
Acting up now
Why is my mind afraid
It counters every feeling I allow
I feel like it just sways
My mind is fighting against my heart
My mind usually wins
But my heart always comes back for more
And my mind continually claims
That I do love
That fact is true
That is a hard thing to deny
But does love come back?
Is my heart leading me
Down the straight path

I want to follow my heart
My mind wants to follow its ways
I want to feel what my heart offers
But my mind often betrays
Through severe thinking
And recollection
Sometimes twisted and obscure
I do not feel loved
But at the same time
I feel adored.
If only I knew what I was thinking
If I'm thinking wrong
I don't know how the idea is twisted
My heart controlled by the lulling song
Of my deceptive mind