Here, we go. Btw thank you all for the wonderful advice. It encouraged me.
I'm a hardheaded girl.
I considered going out with him.
I now know what I want in a man. He doesn't meet those specifications.
This is probably wrong to have requirements, right?
..Why am I thinking soo hard about this.
-_- I promise, this open conversation diary really helps me psychologically.
When I speak to him in person, I can't help but want to make him smile. Maybe I'm trying too hard..
I can't get him out of my mind. But when it comes to affection, I can't do it. I seriously always have this urge to talk to him, perhaps a tad too addictively, especially when you like someone. I'm insane..
Maybe I'm selfish. I want him to actively try to win me over. -_-
Sigh. All this is pointless..
He doesn't even want me to text him anymore… sigh.
*throws a million tables in the air.