You make me feel like I should be crying

rubbing at your wrists and glaring

I am not what you need

I am not what you need

I am not enough

look at me

passive

and I look in the window with pity

I am not connected

to what you are

to what your life is

I am not what you need

I could be

but look at this

look at this nothing I feel

look at how little I do

I am not enough for you

I can't help

I am terrified that I don't care

I am scared of you

because I have everything to you

and I give nothing

I am terrified of the guilt

of having more than you

You make me feel like I should be crying

for you