In My Head

Shadows in my mind
Polluting what is real
Why can't I distinguish
Between what I know, and what I feel?
There's no difference anymore
Between the truth & the lies.
Everything is scrambled,
in the depths of my mind.
I'm trying to forget.
What it is, I thought I knew.
But all my thoughts are merging
I think. I am confused.
I'm trying to remember
What it was I should forget;
Answers are not drifting closer,
But they don't seem too far yet.
I need to find a way out,
These thoughts are pulling me down,
But my words no longer make any sense
They're just spinning around and around
In my head.