This isn't the man I adore,
Cruel and mocking
Your warnings I tried to ignore
Yet I still find this shocking
I see something in your eyes
Maybe a hint of caring
But to my sad demise,
Theres something you aren't sharing
Do I deserve to be disregarded?
Will I stand to bear it in silence?
Is there more to this cycle, newly started?
Can I handle the mental violence?
Words sting my heart
Images burn my brain
Memories hurt from the start
I'm struggling with the fight for sane
If this is you,
I can't say I want it
Unless a restoration should ensue,
Bringing you back, bit by bit