This isn't the man I adore,

Cruel and mocking

Your warnings I tried to ignore

Yet I still find this shocking

I see something in your eyes

Maybe a hint of caring

But to my sad demise,

Theres something you aren't sharing

Do I deserve to be disregarded?

Will I stand to bear it in silence?

Is there more to this cycle, newly started?

Can I handle the mental violence?

Words sting my heart

Images burn my brain

Memories hurt from the start

I'm struggling with the fight for sane

If this is you,

I can't say I want it

Unless a restoration should ensue,

Bringing you back, bit by bit