How could I be so blind?

I look but do not see

I never knew she was there

She was always here for me

I will never know what she had to go through

I was never really that great a friend

Yet she still stayed here with me

These useless eyes of mine

What good are they if I can't see

what she's worth

It'd be better if they were never there, right?

As it draws nearer to my eye

I clench my fists

There's no backing out now

Blood spews from my empty socket

My right eye is skewered on the toothpick

My best eye

Apparently not

This left eye is all I have left