"Hi, I'm Katherine." That sounds so stupid; maybe I should try another style. Or maybe I should just give up, on it all; maybe I can't take it anymore. The world would probably be a better place if I wasn't in it… NO! No, no, no, no, no, no, NO! I'm not allowed to think like that. I will get through this, I will sort my life out, I will find a better way to cope with all of the crap that is going on. Who am I kidding? It is all just a load of crap, pointless, absolutely no meaning at all…

Anyway, I will try to use this as a way to try to deal with all (well some) of the things that are going on in my life. Friendship issues, relationship problems, depression, self-harm, suicidal thoughts and tendencies… all happening at once. It is a crazy hell and you (just like me) are being swept into and away with it now…