wait for it

I'm waiting for
an ending
or beginning
or something.

Why is this so hard?
just breathe
in. out. in.
and hold.

Clutching the edges
of sanity
with no hope,
I fall.

Into an abyss,
lost, lost,
where the devil
is waiting.

There's no hope
for the broken;
Little girls
with empty smiles
and empty words
and scarred wrists.

Screaming and screaming
and no one cares
and the little girls
fade to dust.

(you can't save me now.)