"so i just found out my ex-
girlfriend works at my favorite
quick-stop cigarette store.
i walk in, and she runs to
the back like she's on
fire. didn't know i had her that
scared of me. i know what
store is getting my cig money now!"

what the fuck do you think? you
think i wouldn't be terrified
after everything you did?

and now i can't stop crying,
can't stop shaking. because you
have control again. can show up
back in my life at any time
and there is nothing i can do about it.

i am trapped in my worst nightmare
with no way out
and all you can do
is laugh.